It wasn't just a relationship. It was a world. It was memories, but so much more. It was sights and sounds, music and feelings. All of those things will now linger and haunt me. If it was something that is passed, why do I remember with longing when I hear our music, or see our special places? So much was shared with you, and it's hard to put them behind me. Something once so important that contained all my focus and drive that held such bright vivid color is now reduced to a black and white fading memory. When we were there it mattered, the feelings I felt, the feelings you felt. The unspoken words that we both heard and understood now lost